How to Survive Your Murder by Danielle Valentine

How to Survive Your Murder by Danielle Valentine

Alice Lawrence’s life is a wreck—her family’s fallen apart, she’s living in a sad little apartment that smells like bologna, and, worst of all, she’s the only witness in her sister’s murder case. Claire, her sister, was everything Alice wasn’t: popular, gorgeous, and the star of the theater, while Alice was the quiet, horror-movie-loving science nerd. But they were inseparable—until Claire was killed.

Now, as Alice heads to court to testify against the man she’s sure killed her sister, something unbelievable happens. She’s attacked in the courthouse bathroom, and when she wakes up... it’s a year earlier, on Halloween night, the night Claire was murdered. Alice has until midnight to change the course of history and stop her sister’s killer.

This title absolutely grabbed me (and then the R.L. Stine quote made me feel strangely squeamish... just me?). I'm not big into horror movies or final girl concepts but the way it was written definitely seemed like something I could see on the screen. However... the ending?

Wait, before I go there, can I share something petty? I kept forgetting this book was basically set over a few hours (that infamous midnight deadline) because so much was happening. And I understand a lot can happen in a few hours, like in some of the horror movies mentioned in the book, but it just dragged out a lot for me. I kept wondering why, and then I realized it was the weather.

I know weather can change quickly, especially in fall and in Nebraska, but it went from being a perfect day with "all that glorious October sun" to, at the climax, "Snowflakes have begun to fall, the mushy, wet kind that are almost rain and melt the second they hit the ground."

Okay, I buy that it could start to snow on Halloween. Yet in the next paragraph, "The snow has almost covered the yard..." But didn't it melt the second it hit the ground? Because that was just said in the previous paragraph... 

I know it's petty in the scheme of things and not my biggest issue with the book, but it pulled me out of the climax to the point where I was flipping back to the front. I realize weather can change on a dime and it can go from sunny to snow in Nebraska, but explain the melting yet covering the yard.

NOW, to the juicy part. The ending. Spoilers ahead!

No Filter and Other Lies by Crystal Maldonado

No Filter and Other Lies by Crystal Maldonado

As a fan of the MTV show Catfish, this young adult novel of catfishing caught my attention based on the title alone. My Instagram is (thankfully) all books and writing, so I don't have to worry about filtering myself to draw in an audience. I do understand the desire to get attention for your work and talent, though, so Kat's story of being a photographer drew me in. I was a photographer long before Instagram existed so I didn't have to worry about getting likes, but that didn't make Kat's story any less relatable.

One of my favorite things about this book was how normalized everything was and how realistic that made it feel. Kat is plus-sized and so is her female love interest. Despite being unsure if she's bi early in the book, her sexuality is normalized and no one freaks out about it. I also love that her closest friends were guys and they were portrayed as humans, skipping out on stereotypes. Her trendy blond friend that she uses as her profile photo also isn't a stereotype. The unique family situation was also refreshing to read; I haven't seen one like this in a book before.

My total favorite thing about this book was that there were so many ways the story could have unraveled, and the way it happened was one I hadn't thought of! I won't share spoilers, but think about how using an anti-social media coworker's photos as your fake profile could blow up in your face! I kept thinking X would happen, or maybe Y, or Z? And then it was 3! Okay, that's just random and silly, but you get the idea.

I think the build-up to the catfishing (which her friends eventually call Katfishing) was a bit slow, though I understand the need to set the scene and make it feel imperative and natural that Kat chose to do this to her friend and coworker. But there were several places where the book lagged a bit and I wish those were cut out to keep the anxiety pumping as the reader worried about Kat's future.